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♥ ♥ ♥ This blog is meant to be read.if you don't feel like reading,just leave this page.and please do bear in your mind that my writing isn't to please anyone.writing is one of my way of expressing what i feel.I write on my own way.I'll talk about anything that come to my mind.currently studying in Institut Pendidikan Guru Kampus Kota Bharu and looking forward to pursue my 'dream' to be a teacher.doing B.Ed TESL.there might be errors in my writing.well,i'm learning to be a better future English teacher.do leave your comments and link as well and not to forget,S.M.I.L.E ;) ♥ ♥ ♥

Monday, May 19, 2014

sekian lama

Assalamualaikum w.b.t
It hase been ages since the last time I wrote an entry in this blog.
And when I read the last post in my tiny miny blog, tergelak kecil aku.
Sebab apa? sebab perkara tersebut telah berlalu.

It has been a year and few months. Last entry was about my brother aite?
No. The girl of his dream got married to another man.
And Alhamdulillah, my brother got engaged to a great muslimah. InsyaAllah will be getting married next year. InsyaAllah with God's will.

See, how time flies.. How much changes has been made through these years?
Even now, I'm in my final year of study. Still got another semester to go.
And I just finished my first paper of Guidance and Counseling today. Another paper to go on this Thursday and I'm going to leave Kelantan for semester break.

There's a lot of things happened past year and great things will happen in these few coming days.
One of my classmate got married, another two will get married this coming June. And this will be the greatest memory during our 5 and 1/2 years of friendship.

Few months to go, and we are planning to cherish our moment together by doing great things. Memories are meant to be remembered right? So let us create some beautiful memories together!
Hannan and his husband, Hafiz right after Akad ceremony.

Let us take a picture with le bride and groom!

In Masjid Chendering Kuala Terengganu. A nice mosque indeed! 

Feeling - feeling on bride's pelamin. >.<

Abang with his soon wife-to-be. InsyaAllah. :)

Gotta go! Till next time! xoxo

Sunday, December 9, 2012

I don't have exact title to put

assalamualaikum wbt.

I know, it's been a while since the last time I write. I don't know, the urge to write is not there anymore.

I've been thinking, why I didn't write for so long, where does the feelings of writing in this blog have gone?

writing in this blog is like my hobby, before..but lately, this blog has been abandoned for quite sometime.

its semester break. alhamdulillah, everything is just okay. I did some baking, cooking, painting the house etc.

went back to kampung for 3 days, meeting the cousins and families..

and now, big brother is at home. bringing back his wife-to-be insyaAllah.

the person he is waiting for almost 7 years. she rejected him, he was disappointed. but he keep praying and trying,  and now the girl of his dream has come back.

and of course, I can see he is happy. and I'm glad that he is. I couldn't afford to see him being disappointed and doesn't have an aim for living.

just hoping for the best for him..

apa-apa pon, aku kena cari balik kemana hilangnya kesukaan aku untuk menulis..dah lama tak menulis, it feels awkward.

till next time. much love.

Friday, October 12, 2012


Assalamualaikum wbt.

Subhanallah,sudah lama aku meninggalkan blog ini bersawang tanpa ada secebis ukiran dari hati ini..ecewahh~

well, it has been for quite some time..a long hiatus..it's a week before hari raya aidiladha..but unfortunately,im not going back to Taiping to celebrate it with loved ones.because of final exam..this is my second year, not being able to go for hari raya aidiladha..pity me..why? because of final exam..

and of course, i think this will be happening for another 2 years, as long as I'm still in this IPG. why is that? because every year, final exam will be so close to hari raya aidiladha. and i cant affort to go back, cause i know, once i go back home, the books will not be touched. NEVER! dugaan berada dirumah itu sangat banyak..

and of course, i hope for the best for this final exam..hopefully the effort i put will pay..dah korbankan raya ni utk exam.please be nice dear exam..

hmm..i will bebel2 more insyaAllah next time.as I dont have much to say..the sense of writing has gone..and i need to build it back..for good..insyaAllah..

till next time..toodles!

Monday, July 30, 2012

Say what?!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

yeah! here I am again after quite a long hiatus.today I would like to express my excitement as I was able to meet a well-known blogger Aiman Azlan.


and of course the programme was organized by my junior TESL J-10 in collaboration with Jawatan Perwakilan Pelajar. the topic which was discussed is "Challenges Faced by Students in Globalized World". and of course the talk was a success.

I really adore him. He is very confident, and he speaks his mind out. though I am a TESL student and a teacher-to-be, honestly I don't have the guts to talk in front of the crowd. it takes a lot of determination to be able to talk in front of the audiences. and yep, he doesn't look nervous though he said there are butterflies in his stomach! huehue

and some of the meaningful words that I remember, he said that :

to change our lives, we have to first change how we think
yeah, this is definitely through.sometimes, the Malay are so narrow-minded..so, we need to think out of the box. the world is wide..don't be like katak dibawah tempurung. but of course, we still need to be careful in everything we do. being open-minded doesn't mean that you can do anything that you want.

if you view things as a problem, it will be a burden. but if you view things as a challenge, it will be exciting
and yes! this is indeed true! sometimes, we think too much on something. there is always a way to solve a problem. and take it as a challenge. never ever give up in facing the problem. and of course,

"Tidaklah seorang muslim tertimpa suatu penyakit dan sejenisnya, melainkan Allah akan menggugurkan bersamanya dosa-dosanya seperti pohon yang menggugurkan daun-daunnya". 
(H.R Bukhari dan Muslim)

there will always a hikmah in everything that Allah give to us. we have to be strong to face it!

happiness is not definr by money and beauty. but happiness is when we love what we do, we live in it and bring benefit to the society
if we ask ourselves, or others. what are the things that can make you happy? two option will be given. MONEY and BEAUTY. actually, this too will never bring happiness to you. as what Aiman Azlan said, how much money we have and how beautiful we are,it won't be enough. we will want for more and more..this will definitely won't bring happiness. if you have a lot of money, you will live in fear. the fear of being robbed etc. and if you're beautiful, beauty will fade time to time..and of course, you will do something to "kekalkan" your beauty. you will longed for more. botox here and there, inject vitamin C whatsoever and the list goes on...things that we have passion in doing it will bring us the feeling of joy and happiness..

there are 5 challenges that are faced by the students in the globalized world which are :

- technology
- communication
-comfort zone
-and yeah! I can't remember another two. i wrote in my notebook,but im too lazy to get up from my bed and take the notebook.hehe~

the talk is definitely bring inspiration to me. of course, he is a psychologist-to-be. of course he knows how to psycho people right? hehe..the words he uttered brings so much meaning..I think this is my first time my eyes were wide awake when I'm in a talk session or assembly. the way he conveyed the message is simple and easy to comprehend. nice talk!

really hope that they will organize something like this again. perhaps, AnwarHadi or MatLutfi can come and give a talk? hehe

p/s : tak sangka,kecik je orangnye..tapi otak? pergh.bergeliga

Friday, July 13, 2012


assalamualaikum wbt.
hello dear awesome readers! how are you? I hope you're in pink of health.
so,it has been rather a long hiatus since my last update.and now,this hour,this second
since I got something to tell you,then I would like to write something at this moment.

well,well,well..my awesome housemate and I went for a picnic.where? well, initially we planned to go to Pantai Irama,Bachok only.we planned a night before,cooking some nasik lemak and agar-agar bandung for the picnic.and oh yeah.today is my 3rd year being in Institut Pendidikan Guru Kampus Kota Bharu.time sure does flies...

so,one of my housemate celebrating her 21st birthday.on our way to Pantai Irama,suddenly Asmaa came out with an idea,why not if we go to Pantai Tok Bali.and Ctiey was just okay with the suggestion.so,we went to Pantai Bisikan Bayu,eating nasik lemak,looking at the beach,peoples are everywhere because Pertandingan Memancing was held in that beach.then,after eating,we went to Tok Aman Bali Beach Resort.we search in the net one day about interesting resort in Malaysia,then when we were there, Tok Aman Bali Beach Resort was just in that area.surrounded by sort of lake.

then,we ride on 'itik kayuh' for 30 minutes. 4person,RM20.then,after tired 'mengemudi' that itik,we went into the Resort.taking photos here and there LIKE A BOSS! lol~then,we went to Pantai Bukit Keluang in Kuala Besut.and once again,taking photos agaaaiiinnn..then,it's already 12pm and we headed to Zana's house.one of my housemate.she went home to help his parents.and she was really surprised to see us at her house as she didnt get the text we sent to her that we're going to her house.we performed our Zohor prayer, take a nap as I slept at 3.30am on the night before.while I'm taking a nap,my friends was eating durian in the kitchen. well,I'm not durian lovers. na a a a..no way!

then,we ate our lunch at her house,fried chicken,tomyam and mutton curry.wallah! when our tummy is fulled,we headed back to Tok Aman Bali coz we left our umbrellaa. YOU CAN"T STAND UNDER MY UMBRELLA okay! haha..


then,after taking that umbrella,we headed back to Pengkalan Chepa.I drove all the way from Zana's house to PC.it was splendid! and of course i'm so worn out.my betis are already aching.but it was fun! :D

Saturday, June 30, 2012


assalamualaikum wbt
dulu,aku rajin update blog nie.tapi,sekarang aku taktau knapa ak malas sgt nak update.
blog ni pon dibiatkan bersawang...
point untuk update tu ade,tp KEMALASAN tu menyebabkan ak malas.

seriously,I would like to write,
writing like before,
write about anything that come through my mine.

tolonglah bagi aku rajin balik menulis,please..huhu

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Alhamdulillah ya Rabb

alhamdulillah. another unexpected result for last semester.nothing to say much,
this is definitely for beloved mom and dad.this is a present for them.

and thank you Allah,for listening to my prayers,granting my wishes.I am very grateful to you Allah.
all the last minute effort,group studies,late night sleep has paid off.syukur alhamdulillah! hopefully I can maintain my achievement so that I can get 1st class degree.insyaAllah. long way to go girl!

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